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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      F/M
  Fandom:
      Haikyuu!!
  Relationship:
      Oikawa_Tooru/Yachi_Hitoka, Original_Characters_-_Relationship
  Character:
      Oikawa_Tooru, Yachi_Hitoka, Hinata_Shouyou, Shimizu_Kiyoko, Ronan
  Additional Tags:
      Fluff_and_Smut
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-04-10 Words: 14697
****** When Darkness Turns to Light ******
by WendyMcTorry
Summary
     Oikawa was a not-so-nice player type of boy, until he falls in love
     with the right girl, Yachi! But Yachi doesn't love Oikawa back right
     away, so Oikawa tries to get Yachi's boyfriend at the time, Ronan, to
     break up with her, so he can have her for himself. That doesn't
     exactly end well.
I couldn't believe it. Oikawa was making a move on me. He had me pinned up
against a wall in an alley. I couldn't move.
"Oikawa, really, you can't do this. I'm with Ronan."
"I've known Ronan a lot longer than you have. And I know he deserves the best
of the best, and that's you. But… I want you, too. More than he does."
"No, Oikawa."
"Give me a chance. I can prove it. Ronan's probably never touched you, has he?
Never made you orgasm? I can. I can do it very well…" He whispered.
"Do you realize what you're doing? You already told Ronan so many lies. That's
bad enough. On top of that, you've framed me multiple times now. But this is
harassment. This is crossing the line, no matter how much you want me. Let me
go. Please."
Unfortunately for me, Ronan only heard bits and pieces of what I've said.
"Multiple times", "on top", "how much you want me", "let me", "please".
"It's okay." Ronan said, stepping out into the open. "You two go ahead. I'm
done."
"Ronan!" I gasped. "Please, help me. Oikawa won't let me go."
"You expect me to believe that? The stories you told me before were already
boarder line unbelievable. But this. This is just too far. I'm out."
"Seriously, Ronan, it's not what it looks like. I haven't lied to you. Not even
once."
"I should have known I wasn't enough for you. But despite that, you should have
told me!" Ronan began to cry.
"I love you, Ronan! You know that! I am so happy with you! I'm fine with
waiting! I'm more than fine, I want to wait, too! I've told you that, you know
that, you know ME! Oikawa's been lying and framing me, just like I told you….
Please believe me…."
"I'm done believing people like you." Ronan exclaimed as he ran off.
"Ronan! Wait, please! I love you! Ro--" was all I got out before Oikawa pressed
his lips against mine. There was nothing I could do. He'd grabbed my wrists,
pinned my legs down, and I was helpless.
"With the boyfriend out of the way, I bet you've changed your mind." Oikawa
whispered in my ear.
"Oikawa, I'll never forgive you. You've hurt Ronan so much. Me, too. But I will
forget it if you let me go right now. I'll pretend this never happened."
"You don't want this? Really? I don't believe you. You're blushing, and
breathing heavily."
"That doesn't mean anything! I'm red right now because im angry! Let me go!"
"Fine. But that doesn't mean I'm done. I love you, and that's why I'm letting
you go. I will win you over one day. For now, though, you can go. " Oikawa
sighed as he stepped back, freeing me. I stepped right back towards him and
gave him a hug.
"Thank you, Oikawa."
Then, I ran off to find Ronan. I ran around to find him in the gym with Kiyoko.
They were sitting on the floor, and she was rubbing his shoulders as he cried.
"Ronan!" I exclaimed as I ran toward him.
"Go away! Now!" Ronan ordered through his tears.
"Ronan, you have to believe me. Oikawa has been setting me up, time and time
again. He thought that if you were out of the picture, I'd give in. But I love
you, Ronan, and nobody else. I managed to convince Oikawa to let me go, and
maybe I can even get him to admit what he's done."
"Blaming other people isn't going to get you anywhere." Kiyoko said. "Ronan
told you to leave. So get out."
"This is all Oikawa. You have to believe me, please. You did up until now. What
happened to all the faith you had in me, Ronan?"
"It's gone, like you should be. Get the hell out. Now." Ronan ordered again,
hissing this time.
"Ronan-"
"He said leave!" Kiyoko exclaimed, standing up. "Or I'll make you. You've done
enough tonight. I don't know everything, I don't even know if Oikawa's guilty
or not, but no matter the case, Ronan doesn't want you hear. That's all the
reason you should need to leave."
That was when I started crying. Ronan didn't believe me. He didn't trust me. To
Ronan, I was an awful ex-girlfriend who cheated on him and broke his heart, all
because of my lust. Ronan hated me, and it was all Oikawa's fault.
"If that's what you want, Ronan, I'll leave. But believe it or not, I love
you." I cried and then turned around and ran straight home.
"It'll be alright, Ronan. If she really is a cheater, then she's not worth your
time, and it's good you found out. You got rid of poison in your life. You'll
find someone much better. Someone who loves you more than you thought
possible."
"And… If she's not?" Ronan asked, being hopeful.
"What's meant to be, will be, Ronan. You'll find proof she didn't cheat and you
two can live happily ever after. But for now, it's better safe than sorry."
"But what if I hurt her? What if I find out the truth and she won't get back
with me because I didn't trust her?"
"If she truly loves you, she'll forgive you. She must have had to look pretty
guilty for you to question her. I'm sure she'll understand and forgive you. But
stop thinking like that, Ronan. You need to calm down right now, and the best
way to do that is taking care of your own feelings instead of worrying about
others. You're too kind for your own good, Ronan."
Kiyoko and Ronan spent a good two hours in the gym together. She only let Ronan
leave once he'd been completely calm for over half an hour. Kiyoko was starting
to see him get back to his normal self, at least for now.
"Ronan, call me if you need anything. I'll keep my phone's volume high and
fully charged. Don't hesitate to let me know if you want to talk."
"Thank you, Kiyoko. You're a great friend." Ronan smiled and hugged Kiyoko.
Little did he know that she wanted to be more than his friend. For her sake,
she hoped that I was cheating on Ronan and that he'd recover and then fall for
her eventually. But that was selfish of her and she willed the thought away.
She hoped for Ronan's sake that I was faithful and this ordeal would be over
for him as quickly as possible.
Ronan cried himself to sleep that night. He didn't want to talk to anyone. Not
me, not Kiyoko, not the volleyball team. He flipped between feeling betrayed
and used and unloved like he had in his past relationship to feeling so guilty
for not being able to believe me and kicking himself for making me cry earlier.
Either way,Ronan would be in pain once he found out the truth, whatever it was.
I, too, cried myself to sleep. I cursed Oikawa for causing all this. Because of
his lust, he hurt both me and Ronan. I may never forgive him. But, as promised,
I tried to forget about it. I wouldn't hold it against him. I'd wave at him if
a saw him, I'd answer his phone calls and text messages, but at the first sign
of flirting or anything dangerous, I'd put him in his place. I wasn't going to
let him harass me anymore.
The third person to cry themselves to sleep was Oikawa. I was the only girl he
had ever wanted, and the only one he would never get. He was frustrated.
He regretted forcing it to the point where I couldn't forgive him. In Oikawa's
attempt to win me over, he pushed me so far away that I'd never come back. But
he had one sliver of hope. I had hugged him and thanked him. Maybe, just maybe,
Oikawa thought he could win me over by being friends with me first, then
working his way up when I was ready. He made that his new mission. Oikawa,
surprisingly, wasn't mad at Ronan. He didn't think Ronan would take me back,
either.
Oikawa didn't know whether or not to admit to Ronan what he had done. He wanted
to be the one to make me happy. But he knew he couldn't right now. The question
was, did Oikawa want me to be happy so bad that he'd let someone else make me
that way? That's what Oikawa stayed up a lot of the night pondering.
Each of us made our decisions by morning. Ronan had decided he would search for
proof, starting with Oikawa. I had decided to keep my distance from Ronan while
pleading over text for Oikawa to confess to Ronan. Oikawa had already decided
to do just that.
"Oikawa, I need you to do me a favour. Please." I said over the phone.
"Anything. Just name it."
"Tell Ronan what happened. He deserves to know the truth, and he won't believe
me anymore."
"Your voice is cracking. Have you been crying, sweetheart?" Oikawa said softly,
trying to calm me down and cheer me up. But the fact that he could tell, and
that he cared, almost made me cry again.
"No." I lied. "I'm too mad to. Please, Oikawa. Just tell him."
"Why would you want to get back with someone who doesn't trust you? Ronan
clearly doesn't."
"OIKAWA!" I growled.
"Fine, fine." Oikawa chuckled. "I was planning to anyway. I just want to make
sure you know what you're getting yourself into. Ronan doubts you, sweetheart.
Do you really want someone who doesn't trust you?"
"You should know this better than anyone, Oikawa. You can't choose who you
love. I love Ronan, even though he's doubting me right now. I'm like Woody from
Toy Story. Nobody believes Woody, but he still doesn't give up on them, even
when they've all given up on him. And once you tell Ronan the truth, he won't
doubt me anymore."
"Alright, I guess there's no stopping you then. I'll go talk to him right now.
Talk to you soon. Love you."
I didn't know what to say to that.
"I know you don't feel the same way yet, but like you said, you can't choose
who you love. I love you, and one day, I get the feeling you'll love me, too."
And with that, Oikawa hung up the phone. He got dressed, had breakfast, and
headed to Karasuno, hoping Ronan would be at practice today.
"Yo, where's the blue-haired kid?" Oikawa asked as he walked into the gym like
he owned the place.
"Oikawa-san? What're you doing here?" Tobio asked.
"I have business with the blueberry. Where is he?"
"Ronan didn't come to practice today. He sounded off this morning when he
called in 'sick'. Do you know what happened?" Daichi asked defensively.
"Yeah, and I'm here to clear up a few misunderstandings." Oikawa answered.
"Where does he live? I should drop by."
"Not a chance." Daichi hissed.
"Hey, this is by orders of his girlfriend. I messed things up for them, and I
want to fix it."
That was when Kiyoko walked in.
"What're you doing here? Both of them are missing, you have no business here."
Kiyoko hissed.
"Wait, both of them?" Oikawa worried. "Where's Yachi-chan?"
"She came to class, but said she got a stomach ache at lunch and can't make it
today." Kiyoko said, knowing it was a bold-faced lie.
"She's avoiding him?"
"He told her to."
"Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait." Oikawa growled. "I'm trying to fix their
relationship when he doesn't even want it fixed?"
"Ronan is in a lot of pain right now, thanks to you and Yachi. At the very
least, he needs to think things through before confronting her. I don't think
either of them will be at practice for at least the rest of this week."
"He needs to hear the truth, though." Oikawa said. "I also promised Yachi-chan
I'd tell him. Where does he live?"
"That's none of your business." Kiyoko hissed.
"No, it bloody well is. Ronan's going to cry his eyes out for another whole
week if I don't talk to him, which will cause Yachi-chan to do the same. It was
all my fault. I framed Yachi-chan. I made it look like she was cheating so
Ronan would break up with her, and I could have her for myself. Unfortunately,
she's not giving up on him. The best way for me to earn Yachi-chan's trust back
is to tell the truth."
"How much did she pay you for this little speech?" Kiyoko asked. "Or maybe she
paid you with something other than money."
"Hey! Shut your mouth! I won't have anyone talking about Yachi-chan like that!"
"I call them as I see them." Kiyoko hissed back.
"Okay, I'm going to leave before I can no longer hold back my urge to break
your nose." Oikawa turned around and stormed out of the gym.
"Can we get an explanation?" Hinata asked.
"Fine." Kiyoko sighed. "You all knew Yachi and Ronan were dating. She cheated
on him with Oikawa. Whenever Ronan got proof, she made up some excuse, and
Ronan believed her. Until last night, when he actually caught them together.
Ronan's obviously upset. Yachi and Oikawa are trying to lie their way back to
where they started."
Meanwhile, Oikawa went to the school's office. Somehow, he managed to sneak
into the principal's office and find Ronan's record. He was jealous of Ronan's
grades, but once he found the address of Ronan's house, he headed straight
there.
"Hello." Oikawa smiled kindly as Ronan's mother opened the door. "I'm hoping to
talk to Ronan for a minute. Is he around?"
"He is." His mom smiled. "Ronan! You have a visitor!"
Ronan lazily walked up the stairs, and gasped when he saw Oikawa.
"It was all my fault." Oikawa began, fearing that if he didn't catch Ronan's
attention, he'd go back downstairs. "Yachi-chan's innocent. I'm sorry for
ruining your relationship." Oikawa bowed.
"How can I trust you?" Ronan asked.
"I'm in love with Yachi-chan." Oikawa admitted. "This entire time, I have been.
I thought, if I got you out of the way, she'd definitely fall for me. But even
after you broke up with her, she insisted she still loved you, and only you.
I'm a genius. I tried everything I could to make it seem like we're together,
making the only explanations Yachi-chan could give sound like lies and bad
excuses. But last night… Yachi-chan told me she would never forgive me for
hurting you… that snapped something in me. I let her go and decided to tell you
the truth. Yachi made me realise that the only way she'll fall for me is if I
win her over fair and square. No sabotage or other games."
"You still didn't answer my question. How can I trust you?"
"Oh, I think I did. I'm in love with Yachi-chan. And I want her to be happy. I
want to be the one to make her happy. But right now, you're the only one who
can do that. I want Yachi-chan to be happy, even if I'm not making her that
way." Oikawa smiled. Then he turned and stared daggers at Ronan. "If you ever
hurt her, I will make you wish you'd never been born."
"Big talk coming from you. You're the only one who's ever hurt her."
"I know. But I'm not going to make that mistake again. And I'm not going to let
anyone else hurt her, either. You may be her boyfriend, but I'm still going to
do everything I can to protect Yachi-chan and hopefully win her heart, like
she's won mine."
"I'm going to believe you, this once, Oikawa. And it's not because I trust you.
It's because I want to believe it so badly." Ronan walked up to Oikawa and
punched him as hard as he could, right in the gut. Oikawa fell to the floor.
"I deserved that." Oikawa coughed.
"Hell yeah you did. I just remembered that, since Yachi's innocent, you were
harassing her this entire time. I don't want you near her ever again."
"Well then, you'd better kill me. I'm not giving up on her. Not now, not ever.
But, I'm not going to force myself on her anymore. I won't do anything to make
her uncomfortable, either. No flirting, no nothing, unless I have Yachi-chan's
say-so. I promise you that."
After that, Oikawa left. Despite the fact that he'd been punched, he felt happy
and relieved. He'd done the right thing, and that would definitely earn him
brownie points with Yachi.
 
 
Things had been good the past few months. Ronan and I were happy, very happy.
Oikawa and I hung out now and then, but it didn't bother Ronan, and Oikawa
never tried anything funny. He knew I'd kill him if he did, and then Ronan
would kill him all over again.
Ronan was graduating in a few months. He'd be off to school soon, and far, far
away from me.
"Can I talk with you seriously, Yachi?" Ronan sighed, not making eye contact
with me.
"Sure. Is everything alright?"
"No. Not really. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do… You know I'm
going off to school in a few months. I'm going to be far away from you…. And….
I don't think a long distance relationship is something I want…"
"O--oh…" I sighed, looking away. Tears started to fall. "Do you still not trust
me…?"
"No, no, no, no, no." Ronan hugged me tightly. "That's no it at all. I just
feel bad keeping you all to myself when I'm not going to be able to be here for
you. If I can't be by your side, you should find someone who can. And if, one
day, I can be by your side again, and we both still want that, we'll find a way
to be together."
"O--okay…" I cried into his shoulder.
"I'm sorry… I hate hurting you like this…"
"By the sounds of it, it would have happened sooner or later." I sighed.
"Thanks for telling me the truth."
After a little while, my tears dried, and Ronan left. I tried to get my mind
off of it by watching a movie or something, but it was no use. I started crying
again. I picked up the phone to call Oikawa, but decided against it. If he
heard, this soon, that Ronan and I were over, I was afraid he'd get his hopes
up. I tried to let off some steam by writing, and it worked a bit. I still
ended up crying myself to sleep.
That next week of practices were so long. I didn't look at Ronan once. If I
had, I would have noticed what was going on.
At the end of the week, Oikawa and I were supposed to go for ice cream after
school. He came to pick me up after practice and he did not like what he saw.
Oikawa passed a hidden alleyway and saw Ronan making out with Kiyoko. He
immediately charged at Ronan.
"YOU'RE FUCKING DEAD!" Oikawa exclaimed as grabbed Ronan by the collar of his
shirt, peeled him away from Kiyoko, and slammed him against the wall. "I can't
believe what I'm seeing! After all the shit you went through after you thought
Yachi-chan had cheated on you, you go and cheat on her! After punching me for
just making it look like she cheated on you, you go and cheat on her! How dare
you!?"
"Oikawa, I broke up with her! Didn't she tell you?!" Ronan exclaimed. Oikawa
slowly let him go.
"You… what?" Oikawa was confused for a moment. Then he was mad again. "Why!?
She's not good enough for you!?"
"No, no, it's not that!" Ronan promised. "That night I thought Yachi had
cheated on me, Kiyoko helped me through it. We became really close after that,
and… I fell for her." Ronan smiled at Kiyoko.
"How did you break up with her? What was your excuse?"
"I… I lied… I told her I was going away to school and didn't want a long
distance relationship… I love Kiyoko… but I didn't want to hurt Yachi, either…
or make her feel like she's worth less than she is…"
"Don't worry. I'll never let that happen."
"G--good."
"Who knows about this?" Oikawa demanded.
"Nobody. Just the three of us."
"Keep it that way, got it? Yachi doesn't need to be hurt more than she already
is."
And with that, Oikawa ran off to find me.
"Oikawa-kun. It's been a while." I smiled.
"Yachi-chan…" Oikawa ran up to me and gave me the biggest hug. "Are you
alright?"
"Y-yeah, I'm fine, Oikawa-kun."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"Tell you what?"
"That Ronan broke up with you… I thought we were closer than that, Yachi-chan…"
"Oh, we are, Oikawa-kun. You're my best friend. I've only told my family. The
only reason I didn't tell you was… because I didn't… I didn't want to get your
hopes up…"
"You don't have to worry about me, Yachi-chan. I'm not the same as I was the
last time he broke up with you. I care about you so much more. I wouldn't dare
do anything, not when you're hurt like this. Not unless you feel the same way I
do. Come here." Oikawa pulled me into another big hug.
"Thank you, Oikawa-kun." I smiled and then started crying. We sat on the
ground, and I cried on Oikawa's shoulder as he soothed me.
"It's alright, sweetheart…. It's for the best, trust me… anyone who's not even
willing to try a long distance relationship isn't worth your time."
"Yeah… you're right…"
"It's actually a great thing we decided to go out for ice cream." Oikawa
laughed, and I laughed with him. It's the best known cure for a breakup.
Oikawa and I splurged on ice cream, watched some Disney movies with pop and
popcorn back at his house, and I fell asleep on his couch. He put some covers
on me, gently kisses my forehead, and fell asleep on the floor.
I woke up and was absolutely amazed at how adorable Oikawa looked when he was
asleep. I couldn't help but smile. Until I realized what was going through my
head. Just over a month ago, Oikawa had me pinned against a wall. He had tried
to sabotage my relationship. He was selfish. But no matter how many thoughts
like that I tried to bring to the forefront of my mind, the last month and a
bit pushed them away. The thoughts that were able to hold their ground in the
front of my mind were how cute Oikawa was when he was asleep, how kind he was
and supportive he was after the breakup, his smile, the scent of his cologne
when he hugged me, all the fun times we had hanging out as just friends, and
more than anything, all the times he told me he loved me.
I blushed and turned away, trying to calm down. I couldn't help but wonder if
Oikawa had watched me sleep and thought I was cute.
Then another realization hit me: I had slept over alone with a boy while his
parents weren't home. I didn't think my face could have gotten any redder, but
somehow, it did. The only thing I knew could calm my blood rush down was
thinking of Ronan breaking up with me. But the funny thing was, it didn't make
me want to cry anymore. I missed him, but I didn't cry at the thought of him. I
had been avoiding Oikawa all week, and debating cancelling ice cream yesterday,
but I'm now so glad I didn't. I turned over again to see Oikawa awake and
smiling at me.
"Morning, sweetheart." Oikawa smiled, making me blush.
"Morning." I smiled back.
"Are you hungry? I can make breakfast. What would you like?"
"Oh, no, you don't have to do that. I'm sorry, I fell asleep and stayed the
night without asking…"
"Don't worry about it. I like having you here. Trust me, you would have known
if I didn't want you staying here. You're welcome any time you want."
"Thank you…" I blushed.
"So, what'll it be? Bacon, scrambled eggs, sausage, French toast, pancakes, all
of the above?"
"All of the above!" I giggled. "I didn't know you were a cook, Oikawa-kun."
"There are a lot of things you don't know about me, Yachi-chan. And I'm
planning on showing you them, as well as finding out more about you."
Oikawa and I spent a lot of time together the remainder of that month. But
other than that, nothing about Oikawa changed. He gave me as much space and
time as I wanted to heal, and never even thought of making a move on me.
Two months after the breakup, the summer festival came around. I got a call
from Oikawa the day of.
"Hey, sweetheart, how goes it?"
"Good, thanks. How goes it with you?"
"Pretty good. Are you going to the festival tonight?"
"I wasn't planning on it."
"Well, change your plans. I'll come pick you up at seven."
I honestly didn't know what to think. Oikawa and I hung out like this all the
time. Only, not at festivals that were mainly for couples. If I was seen there
with him, and only him, that's what everyone would think.
Suddenly, I realised that maybe it wouldn't be that bad, being seen as Oikawa's
girlfriend. He's a great guy. I had flashbacks to so many things. How caring he
was after the second breakup. How good his cologne smelt. Sleeping over at his
house that one night. When he got ice cream on his nose. How he called me
sweetheart. How fun it was to cook with him. Just being with Oikawa in general
was fun.
Cue the lightbulb. I was in love with Oikawa Tooru.
"Sure." I answered, a little nervously.
"Alright, see you then, sweetheart."
Oikawa hung up, and I had to continue thinking things over.
I had to decide whether or not I was really in love with Oikawa Tooru. If I was
to confess to him, I had to be sure, so I wouldn't break his heart. When I
thought of Oikawa Tooru, I thought of his smile. How much he cared. What a
great friend he was. That was the foundation for love. Now, I had to see how I
felt about romance with Oikawa. Could I imagine holding his hand while walking
through the festival? Could I imagine kissing him while the festival's
fireworks went off? Absolutely. Could I imagine Oikawa and I, alone in his
room, and what would happen? Oh, hell yes. I could imagine him trailing kisses
from my lips to my neck, whispering in that deep, delicious voice I heard only
once before. I could imagine him shirtless, too. And the more I imagined, the
redder my face got.
The other thing I had to decide was whether or not I was over Ronan. I hadn't
spoken to him since the second break up, except for maybe once a week during
one of the practices. I haven't thought about him very much over the past two
months. Not nearly as much as I did before Oikawa found out we had broken up. I
remembered that night we spent together the week after the breakup. I woke up
and blushed at how cute Oikawa was when he was sleeping. Had I fallen for
Oikawa even back then, and not even realised it? Probably. No wonder I was so
eager to spend time around him. No wonder I blushed when he called me
sweetheart, which I didn't do until after that night. I'd been in love with him
since the week after Ronan left me.
Ronan had pretty well left my brain and was replaced by Oikawa these past two
months. And now, I was ready to tell Oikawa that. Based on how often he called
me sweetheart, I was willing to bet Oikawa still had feelings for me, too.
Actually knowing I wouldn't get rejected made confessing a little easier.
Oikawa came to the door, and I took in a deep breath before answering it. My
jaw dropped as I saw him. He was in a casual pair of khakis, a hot sweater,
with a t-shirt underneath. He looked so attractive. Luckily for me, I could
tell Oikawa didn't notice I was staring, because he was too busy thinking the
same things I was.
"You look beautiful." He smiled once he snapped out of his trans.
"T--thank you…" I blushed and looked away. "You look great, too."
Oikawa was surprised by the comment. I complimented him often, on how awesome
he was, but nothing about his appearance. He gave a sly smile, thinking that
this was the beginning of his dream coming true. He was right, by the way.
We set out for the festival.
"So, what do you want to do first?" Oikawa asked on the way.
"We need candy apples, make that top priority." I giggled.
When we arrived, we got the candy apples. We got takoyaki, I tried some squid
even though I didn't like it, we played some games, and Oikawa won me a teddy
bear.
"Come on, I know the best spot for the fire works!" Oikawa smiled. This was
always his favourite part of the night. But I was way too nervous to be
excited. I planned on confessing to him during the fireworks.
They began, and I watched how excited Oikawa-kun got over them. He looked over
at me to see how I was liking them, and smiled slyly when he realized I was
watching him, not the fireworks. I blushed and looked away.
"Got something on your mind, sweetheart?" Oikawa asked.
"Y--yes…" I admitted. I forced myself to look up at Oikawa, who was shocked
that I didn't say something sarcastic, laugh it off, and continue to look at
the fireworks. "Oikawa-kun… You've been so good to me these past almost four
months. We've had a lot of fun, and you've helped me through my though breakup.
But I'm long since over it, Oikawa-kun. And lately, I've… I've been thinking of
you a little differently… you're kind… I love your cologne… you're always there
for me… you're hilarious… and you really care about me. I… I really care about
you, too, Oikawa-kun. In fact… I love you…"
Oikawa smiled kindly at me, after a minute of shock at what he heard.
"I love you, too, Yachi-chan. But I want to be sure you're ready. It would be a
literal dream come true if you actually loved me… so I have to be sure you're
not just saying this because you're lonely, or something like that. You're
sure, right?"
"One-hundred and ten percent. That night I slept over, I woke up before you,
looked over, and couldn't help but blush at how cute you were when you're
sleeping. And for the past while, I--I've been subconsciously making our hugs
longer so I could smell you're cologne longer. The more I remember about these
past two months, the more embarassed I get to admit that I've been falling for
you the entire time. I love you, Oika-" Was all I managed to get out before
Oikawa pulled me into his arms.
"Is this okay?" He asked, stroking my cheek with his thumb as he began to lean
in.
"Yes…" I whispered, and soon after, our lips met. I couldn't believe it. The
first time I was kissed, it was special, but nothing like this. The first time
Ronan kissed me, it was a lot more awkward. The first time Oikawa kissed me, it
was rough, and there wasn't a spark because it was forced. But this kiss made
me melt. Oikawa was so good at it. There was no hesitation, he knew exactly
what he was doing. I followed his lead the best I could. Within a few seconds,
his tongue was in my mouth, then mine was in his, and I was starting to become
dizzy. I could feel how happy I had just made Oikawa. I could sense how much he
wanted me, and how long he'd been waiting for me to want him back.
After the fireworks, Oikawa broke the kiss.
"That was so worth the wait." Oikawa whispered in my ear. "You'd been acting
different since the night we spent together. Even more so today. I figured I
was beginning to wedge my way into your heart, but I had no idea I was this
close. It's so good to finally be close to you."
"O--oikawa-kun…." Was all I could say. I could never think of anything on my
feet to say.
"Yachi-chan…" Oikawa whispered into my neck and kissed it.
"O--o--oikawa-kun… there are people all over…" I stuttered, trying not to close
my eyes because of how good his touch felt.
"My parents aren't home. You could spend the night again. We can do
whaaateeeever you want." He purred in my ear again.
I nodded, and Oikawa and I headed back to his house, hand-in-hand. As we were
exiting, Oikawa spotted Kiyoko and Ronan, making out.
"Oh! Wait, we need to get you a candy apple!" Oikawa fake-laughed, turning me
around, away from Ronan's direction.
"We already did that, though." I laughed.
"You need another one! You only get them once a year, after all." Oikawa fake
laughed again. When I wasn't looking, he checked behind him, and Kiyoko and
Ronan were making their way out. By the time we got out candy apple, they'd be
long gone, Oikawa hoped. He really didn't want to ruin the moment by having to
explain to me that Ronan liked Kiyoko while he was still dating me. Oikawa
decided to save that for another day.
Soon after, we arrived back at Oikawa's house, and we shared the candy apple
with a Disney movie. Once it was over, Oikawa held me a little tighter.
"What do you want to do tonight?" Oikawa whispered seductively in my ear.
"Oh…. I…. Um…"
"No need to panic." He soothed me with neck kisses. "You know I won't do
anything you tell me not to."
"I know…" I smiled, and moved my hair to expose more of my neck. Somehow,
during our makeout session, Oikawa got on top of me. My body was moving on its
own. I was kissing Oikawa on pure instinct, not wondering if I was doing it
wrong or anything like that. Subconsciously, my hands slid up Oikawa's shirt.
"Oh?" Oikawa chucked, as he leaned down and put his lips to my ear. He could
feel my goosebumps every time he whispered in them. "Aren't you being naughty.
I'm going to have to set a couple rules. Rule # 1: whatever you want, you have
to ask for, out loud. I want to hear the yearning in your voice, and see the
embarrassment on your face. If you do that, you'll get whatever you want,
sweetheart."
"Rule # 2: You don't get to make fun of me, then."
"Deal." Oikawa smiled. He went back to kissing me for a while, then went to
make his first request. "Are you okay to take your shirt off?"
I debated it for a second. If I took it off, I'd get stomach kisses, and I'd
get to feel his hands on my bare waist. I really wanted that.
"No." I said, then smiled slyly, trying to imitate him. "But you can take it
off for me."
Oikawa gladly complied, and I got exactly what I had imagined. I squeaked when
Oikawa stuck his tongue in my bellybutton, letting him know I liked that.
"Are you okay with taking your shirt off?" I asked, getting red in the face
just as Oikawa suspected.
"I thought you'd never ask." He lifted up his arms, and I slid it over his
head, then threw it onto the floor. Oikawa then slid his arms under my back and
his fingers were on my bra strap. "I promise I can make you moan if you let me
take your bra off."
I nodded excitedly, and Oikawa added my bra to the pile of clothes on his
bedroom floor. He looked at my half-naked body for a minute.
"You're gorgeous. I can't believe you're mine, and I'm yours." He smiled like a
little boy for a minute. When that minute was up, his sly, hungry, sexy smile
returned. Oikawa sucked on one of my nipples while playing with my other with
his hand. Oikawa kept his promise.
"O---Oikawa…. Kun…" I moaned.
"God, I love the sound of that…" Oikawa said. "But it'd be even better if you
called me Tooru. Can I call you Hitoka?"
"Sure." I smiled. Oikawa went back to sucking and playing with my nipples. "T--
T--Tooru…" I moaned again.
After a while, they started to hurt.
"Tooru… um… they're sensitive, and just starting to hurt… But that was great."
"Glad you liked it." He smiled and kissed my lips once.
"It's your turn to request something, since you did that and all…"
"This is a tough decision…. Do I want you to do something to me… or do I want
to make you moan and scream my name? Both sound amazing."
"T--Tooru…" I blushed and looked away.
"That settles it. You're way too cute when you're submissive. What should I do
to you next? Any ideas?"
"I'm really no good at this, Tooru… you decide… you've got a lot more
experience than I do…"
"Speaking of experience, have you ever done anything like this before?"
"N--nothing this far…"
"And just how far do you want to go tonight?"
"I--I don't know. You're…. You're so hot, Tooru…. I'm torn between staying
innocent… And having this new thirst quenched… I want you, Tooru…"
That was when I felt Oikawa's arousal. I could actually imagine it inside me.
"The question is… Where do you want me?" Oikawa leaned down, whispering that in
my ear. He pressed his hard on against my clit, earning a moan from both of us.
"You're torturing me, Hitoka What do you want me to do to you?" He asked as he
pressed against it again.
"A--ah… T--to..oru…" I moaned.
"Htoka." Oikawa stopped grinding, letting me come to my senses. "Someday, I'm
going to ask you to marry me. You know me. You know how serious I am about you.
You know how much I love you. Do you feel the same?"
"Yes, Tooru." I smiled and cupped his cheeks with my hands. "I want to marry
you one day, too. I can imagine you coming home to me every day. I can imagine
us raising kids together. I can imagine us being able to fall asleep in each
others' arms every night. I saw this all today. Before today, I still felt more
strongly toward you than anyone else. I couldn't talk to any of my friends, and
even some of my family, about Ronan. Yet, I can cry in your arms all night,
telling you everything, letting down all my walls. You snuck through them
without me realising it. It's amazing how far we've come."
"I'm sorry for harassing you, and forcing myself on you. I feel sick every time
I remember that our first kiss was me pinning you up against an ally wall,
against your will. I'm so sorry…" Oikawa turned red with shame and regret.
"No, Tooru. Thank you." I smiled. He looked up at me like I was an angel who
had freed him from the depths of hell. "Ronan never loved me. If he loved me
the way you do, he never would have let something like a little distance come
between us. If he loved me like you do, he never would have doubted me. If he
loved me like you do, I would have ended up leaving him one day. Do you know
why?"
"Why."
"Because I was always meant for you, Tooru. From the very beginning."
"I love you so much, Hitoka. And I still can't believe that someone as amazing
as you has fallen in love with me. I want you, Hitoka. I know you want me, too,
but are you ready? Are you sure it's me who you want to lose your virginity to?
You only have one first time, there are no second chances. We only just got
together today, and I don't want you to have any regrets."
"Tooru." I smiled. "I'm ready. I want to be connected to you like this. It's
true, I have a history of not thinking clearly, jumping to conclusions, going
too fast. But, I love you just as much as you love me, so I know exactly what's
in your heart. And that is why I'm doing this. Not on a whim. Not to just feel
pleasure. But because I love you so much, and I know you feel the exact same
way."
"I love you, too, Hitoka." Oikawa smiled one more boyish smile before turning
it devious and sexy again as he bet down to whisper in my ear. "Who do you want
to be in charge? The kind, gentle, reassuring Tooru, or the playful, teasing,
knows-exactly-how-you-like-it, slightly-rough Tooru."
"The second one." I decided instantly.
"Alright, then. As a last word from gentle Tooru before rough Tooru takes over,
let me know if I take it too far, okay? I can stop if you ever don't feel 100%
comfortable, sweeheart. Don't be afraid to tell me no, because I'd feel
horrible doing this before you're ready."
"I will. I promise."
"Then, let the games begin." Oikawa smirked, taking off his pants. Mine came
off next. "Damn, you're wet, sweetheart."
"And who's to blame for that?"
"I guess I should clean up my mess then."
Oikawa slipped off my underwear, and licked my clit. I couldn't hold back my
screams, and covered my mouth so they weren't so loud.
"Ah, ah, ah." Tooru scolded me as he took my hands and pinned them down. "Rule
#3: no holding back your sexy sound. I want to hear everything."
Tooru continued grinding, hitting my clit each time, until he was fully hard,
and I was really wet. Finally, he took off his boxers and my underwear. We were
both completely nude.
I stared at his arousal in shock.
"I can barely get a tampon up. How the hell is that going to fit in me?" I
gaped.
"You're really close to coming, I can tell. The closer you are, the wetter you
are. And the tighter it is, the better it is for me, too. You'll probably be
sore tomorrow, but that's expected of your first time. And, as your reward for
being such a brave and very good girl tonight, I'll carry you around bridal
style all day. I promise."
"It'll be worth it." I panted.
Oikawa put on a condom and placed himself at my entrance.
"Ready, sweetheart?"
"Yes…" I moaned just as the tip began to go in. I grabbed the sheets, and tried
to relax all my lower muscles so it would hurt less.
"I'm halfway in. You okay?"
I nodded and he continued.
"Damn, Hitoka… It's so hard not to start thrusting as hard as I can… You're so
tight… Ugh…" Oikawa moaned. "I'm in. How are you."
"Good… So good…" I moaned. It took me a little while to get used to the
feeling. But I was still eager. "You can move now… I'm ready."
"Ah!..." I exclaimed, which only made Oikawa go faster. Within five minutes we
were both collapsed on the bed. "Tooru…" I smiled as I buried my face in the
nape of his neck.
"Are you okay, Hitoka-chan?"
"I'm so much more than okay.." I smiled from ear to hear. "I love feeling your
soft bare skin. It's so much better than hugging or cuddling clothed. I've
heard from my friends how great this is, but I never understood it until now.
Thank you, Tooru."
Oikawa just laughed.
"Any time, sweetheart. And thank you, too. As you may have assumed from how
much I made you scream, this wasn't my first time. But it was my best time, by
so, so far. Part of me wishes we could have had our first time together. But
I'm also glad that my experience reassured you that everything would be okay
and made you feel calm."
"We'll have plenty of firsts in our relationships, Tooru."
"Yes. Yes, we will." He smiled.
We fell asleep that night, and I was so tired that I didn't dream. When I woke
up, Oikawa was gone. A few minutes later, Oikawa came into the room.
"Morning." I smiled.
"Morning." He smiled back and gave me a kiss. "Um… I don't know how to say
this, so I'm just going to come out and say it. My parents are home. They saw
your shoes and coat at the door, and asked me who was there. I didn't know how
you felt about meeting my family, so I told them you came over this morning to
work on a project with me. I hope that's alright."
"It's fine, Tooru." I smiled and took his head. "They don't have to know I
spent the night if you don't want."
"Speaking of parents, where do yours think you are?"
"I know, I'm bad for lying, but they never would have let me come over. I told
them I was at my friend from middle schools, Irene."
"When did you tell them that? I had you pinned down from the moment we walked
through that door."
"True." I laughed. "But as soon as we decided to go back to your place, I shot
them a quick text."
"What I'm thinking is, I tell them in a week or so we've started dating. Does
that sound good?"
"Sure. I'll tell my parents on the same day you do. Am I good to meet them
today?"
"Sure. But put on some clothes first. I'm the only one who gets to see you like
that." Oikawa chuckles, and I blush.
"Wait, wait, wait." I realise. "There are two problems with this. I don't go to
your school and I'm not in your grade."
"Oh, shoot. Yeah. I'll tutor you then."
"Got it."
I do as I'm told, and then we go out.
"Mom, Dad, Natsu," Oikawa begins. "This is Yachi Hitoka, my first student."
"Nice to meet you, Hitoka-chan." Mrs. Oikawa smiled and extends her hand. I
shake it, slightly nervous.
"It's nice to meet you, too." I smiled back.
"Hope we didn't disturb your studying, kids." Mr. Oikawa said as he shook my
hand.
"Oh, no, actually. I hadn't been here that long, we hadn't started on much
yet." I lied.
"You're welcome to join us for lunch, Hitoka-chan." Mrs. Oikawa offered.
"Sure, I'd love to." I smiled.
Oikawa and I chatted in his room while snuggling for a couple hours,
complaining about how hungry we both were. But we knew we couldn't act like we
hadn't had breakfast.
Finally, lunch was served.
"So, Hitoka-chan, how do you like Aoba Josai?"
"Um, I'm actually a student at Karasuno. I met Tooru through volleyball
actually. I'm Karasuno's manager."
"Oh, really? That's cool! How do you like Karasuno, then?"
"It's been awesome! I hadn't really had an interest in many clubs before
Shimizu-senpai asked me to take over for her as manager when she's done this
year. I've learned a lot about volleyball. Tooru has taught me a bit of it,
too, during study breaks."
"Awesome. Glad to hear you two have something in common."
"What grade are you in, Natsu-kun?" I asked the youngest Oikawa.
"Second year of middle school." He smiled. "And you?"
"First year of high school."
"How often do you two study together?"
"About once a week." Oikawa answered this time.
"So, what do you two do for a living, if you don't mind my asking." I made
conversation.
"I'm a professor at the local college. And Marie here is a bank manager of
NBJ."
"Wow! That's amazing! What do you teach, Mr. Oikawa?"
"Chemistry, third year organic chemistry to be exact."
"That's one of my favourites." I smiled, then looked over at Oikawa. I blushed
when I saw he was smiling at me like I was putting on a show for him.
"Do you know what you want to do after high school, Hitoka-chan?"
"I'm wanting to go to med school."
"Maybe I'll see you in Tokyo then." Oikawa smiled.
"Yeah! You want to do engineering there, right?"
"Yeah, good memory." He laughed like this was the first time we talked about
this.
The rest of lunch went on like this. A couple hours after, I left.
"So, Thursday we tell everyone?"
"Thursday sounds good. Then Friday night I want you to come over again. My
parents will know, and we won't have to fake this the morning after."
"I just hope they'll let me."
"You can always get Irene to cover for you."
"Yeah, but it's kinda rare for me to sleepover two weekends in a row. I'll try
it and let you know how it goes."
"Alright. But I'm warning you, if your parents lock you up in the highest room
of the tallest tower, I'll have to come rescue you."
"Are you insinuating you're going to sneak into my house?"
"No. I'm not hinting to it, I'm telling you I'm going to." He smiled and kissed
me. Then, I hopped on the train home.
"Tooru!" Mrs. Oikawa called as soon as I had left.
"Yeah, mom?"
"That girl wasn't just a student of yours, was she?"
Oikawa couldn't help but blush a bit.
"I mean… I offered to help her because I like her… But she's way too good for
me."
"She likes you, Tooru. I can tell you like her, too. You should ask her out."
Oikawa laughed.
"I'm glad you think so. I'll give it a shot, even though she's way too good for
me."
"Tooru, you've changed in the past four months. Is that when you met her?"
"I'd known her for about a month by then. But that was when I realized I really
had feelings for her, and the only way I could possibly win her over was by
cleaning up my act."
"There aren't as many fangirls at your games, you've only been tutoring this
girl and hanging with your friends since then, not dating any other girls.
You've grown up, Tooru. I'm so proud."
"Thanks, mom." Tooru smiled, hugging his mother.
"Don't keep thinking she's too good for you. I admit, she's sweet, adorable,
and a little shy, which is great, and she's a wonderful girl… But you're
wonderful, too, Tooru. Before her, you were a good kid growing up. You had your
rebellious teenager phase, which is over now. But even then, you were dedicated
and hard working, especially when it comes to volleyball. You're an adult now,
Tooru. And throughout your entire life, you've been worthy of anyone you want,
Tooru. I'm sure Hitoka-chan thinks that, too."
"I think you're right." Oikawa laughed again. Little did his mom know that he
already knew how much I loved him and how highly I thought of him. But, I'm sad
to say that Oikawa still didn't feel worthy of me, even after the big change he
made that night.
Thursday came up quick. I asked to stay over at Irene's house before I'd told
them about Oikawa.
"Mom, Dad, Rei…" I smiled nervously. They'd never met Oikawa, but they may have
heard what had happened between him, Ronan, and I. I prayed they didn't. "Can I
talk to you for a minute?"
"Sure, sweetie." Mom smiled as she set down her cup of coffee, and dad set down
his newspaper. They were both staring so intently at me, which didn't make it
easier. Rei, my big brother, sat on the edge of his seat.
"Um… So, a while ago, I met a boy named Oikawa Tooru. He's the captain of the
Aoba Josai volleyball team, I met him when I went to Karasuno's first
tournament. Ever since then, Tooru and I have been friends… and…. Now, we're a
little more than that. He's my boyfriend."
"Congratulations, sweetie!" Mom smiled and hugged me.
"I'm glad you're back on your feet." Rei smiled and fist bumped me.
"That's great, hun." Dad smiled and hugged me, too.
"You're in charge of your own life now. We know we raised you right and you can
handle yourself. We trust you, Hitoka-chan."
"Tooru's very different from Ronan." The only reason I wasn't mad at them for
comparing the two was because they'd never met Tooru. "They're completely
opposite people, in fact. A lot has changed since I met Tooru, and all of it
has been for the best."
"Good. And if he does end up breaking your heart, Dad and I will track him down
and have a little chat with him." Rei threatened.
"Rei!" I laughed. "Trust me, you won't need to do that."
"When do we get to meet him?" Mom asked.
"I'm not sure. Not for a little while, Tooru's busy with volleyball season."
"Have you met his family?" Dad asked. I recognized the trap Dad had said right
away. If I told them the truth, they'd know I'd been to Tooru's house, and that
would lead to suspicion about me having a few extra sleepovers than normal
lately.
"No, but I'm hoping to, as soon as he meets you guys."
And with that, the conversation ended. I was proud of myself for dodging that
bullet.
Meanwhile, Oikawa broke the news to his family.
"Hey, guys." Tooru smiled as he walked through the door late after practice.
"Hey, Tooru-nii. Supper's ready." Natsu announced.
"Awesome! I'm starving."
They sat down to supper a few minutes later, and made small talk for a little
while.
"So, I finally asked Hitoka-chan out today."
"Really!? How'd it go!?" Mrs. Oikawa beamed.
"She said yes. We're having our first date tomorrow." Tooru smiled.
"I told you she liked you!" Mrs. Oikawa rubbed it in.
"Awesome. Hitoka's definitely the best girl you've brought home."
"Can't argue with that." Tooru chuckled.
"So, what are you two doing?"
"Dinner and a movie."
"When do we get to see her again?" Mrs. Oikawa asked.
"I'm not sure. I think the next time we hang out at one of our houses, it'll be
hers, so I can meet her parents." He lied, making it seem like I wasn't coming
over tomorrow night.
"Just make sure it's soon! I've never seen you like this, Tooru."
"Like what?" Tooru asked, slightly blushing.
"Hesitant. Blushing. Embarrassed. Thoughtful. Open with us about it." Natsu
filled him in.
"I'm proud to call Hitoka-chan my girlfriend. That's why you've already seen
and heard more about her than you have any of my exes. I know she's close with
her family, so I really hope I make a good impression."
"Just be yourself, Tooru. If they don't like you, they don't like you. You
can't change that. The important thing is that Hitoka-chan likes you, which we
know she does."
"You're right. But still, I… ah, nevermind." Tooru chuckled and went back to
eating. He was not about to tell him he planned to marry me. Not yet anyway.
 
The next day couldn't have come sooner. I was so excited to see Tooru, and tell
him in person how my family reacted, and just get to snuggle in his arms all
night like we did before.
"Yo, Hitoka-chan." Oikawa smiled as he picked me up after Karasuno's practice.
"Tooru!" I smiled and ran up and hugged him. I gave him a kiss, which is when I
heard a weird but familiar noise.
"Gawaaaaah!?!?!?" Hinata exclaimed in shock.
"H--Hinata-kun…" I blushed. I felt really embarrassed being caught kissing.
"Yachi-san, you're with The Grand King!?"
"Yeah, I am." I smiled.
"After everything that happened…?"
"Hinata-kun, it's not what you think. I wasn't with Tooru until last week at
the festival. I never cheated on Ronan. Tooru admitted he framed me. But I'm
honestly so glad he did. Tooru may be The Grand King to you, but to me, he's
Prince Charming." I smiled up at my new boyfriend and squeezed his hand.
"Could you do us a favour, Shrimpy, and keep this to yourself? We don't want
everyone to assume that we were together this entire time."
"Hey, I'm not shrimpy." Hinata growled. "Don't you think Ronan should at least
know?"
"He's the last person I want to know… He'll be hurt all over again if he thinks
I really did cheat on him."
"No, he won't." Oikawa sighed. "I've got some news for you, Shrimpy. Saint
Ronan wasn't as great of a guy as you all thought he was."
"What do you mean, Tooru?"
Oikawa turned to me and put his hands on my shoulders.
"You didn't tell me he broke up with you, remember? I already knew. I found out
that day, minutes before I saw you. He was with the other manager. I threw him
against the wall, ready to kill him, until he told me he'd broken up with you.
He was an ass for leaving you for someone else, but I'm glad he didn't cheat. I
saw them again at the festival last week."
"I thought it was strange how we suddenly turned around…" I sighed.
"As it turns out," Tooru began, turning to Hinata. "Ronan started having
feelings for the other manager the night she helped him when she thought
Hitoka-chan cheated on him."
"Why should we trust you after how hard you tried to break them up?" Hinata
scowled. "Yachi-chan, you shouldn't be with someone like him. He's not
trustworthy."
"Hinata, you can't say stuff like that." I growled back. Hinata was surprised.
He'd never seen me mad before. "Tooru isn't the kind of man he was four months
ago. He's changed a lot, and he's done it for me. Tooru didn't flirt with me or
try anything until I said it was okay. I actually made the first move, in fact.
Plus, Tooru did the right thing by telling Ronan the truth, even though he knew
that would end up with Ronan and me back together, which it did. But I'm
actually thankful, as I said before, that Tooru framed me. I never would have
found out how little Ronan actually trusted and cared for me without Tooru.
Take it back."
"E--eh?"
"I said, 'take it back'." I demanded.
"Hitoka, let's go." Tooru suggested.
"No, he can't get away with stuff like that, I won't let hi--" Oikawa put his
hand on my shoulder and turned me around. We got out of sight of the gym, and
we stopped. Tooru wiped the tears from my eyes.
"It's okay, Hitoka. Everything will be alright." Oikawa said in a soothing
voice, wiping more of my tears.
"W--w--when did I start crying…?" I wondered. I couldn't remember crying. I
just remembered being mad. Mad at Ronan for not really caring or trusting me.
Mad at Kiyoko for stealing my boyfriend, yet acting like she didn't every day
at practice. Mad at Hinata for insulting the love of my life. But now, all I
felt was happy. Once again, it was just me and Oikawa. The way it should be. I
smiled and gave him a great big hug. "Thank you, Tooru."
"Any time, Hitoka." Tooru smiled. "Thanks for fighting for me back there."
"Any time, Tooru." I mimicked him.
"Let's get going." I smiled. "I postponed practice until 6:00 so you could meet
the team."
"Really!? Cool!"
"There's Iwa-chan, but he'll kill you if you call him that, so just call him
Iwaizumi-kun." Oikawa began listing the members of his volleyball team. They
sounded cool, and you could tell Oikawa knew everything about all of them, from
their personalities to how they liked their tosses on the court. That was what
made him the world's best setter. We finally arrived at Aoba Josai. "Everyone!
Gather around."
When we walked in, all the balls on the court dropped. Every guy there was
staring at Oikawa and I. I had to divert my attention elsewhere to avoid eye
contact. But luckily, I looked back just in time for a ball to fall and hit
Iwa-chan on the head.
"Guys, this is my girlfriend, Hitoka. Hitoka, meet Seijou."
"Nice to meet you." I bowed a bit. The team bowed back.
"Wow, we didn't think you actually existed." Iwaizumi said.
"Oikawa's been telling us about this amazing girl for five months now, but
never even told us your name. I can't believe you're real." Another player
said.
"I told you guys. I told you I'd win her over eventually."
"Yeah, but nobody believed you."
"Shut up, Iwa-chan." Oikawa knocked him over the head once. I kind of felt out
of place. Nothing like how I felt with Karasuno. But they seemed like a nice
group of boys. Oikawa turned back to me, took off his jersey, and wrapped it
over my shoulders. "They like to keep the gym cool so we don't overheat in here
while working out, but you'll probably be cold. Hopefully this'll help." He
kissed me on the back of my head and then began their practice game with other
members of Aoba Josai.
I put my arms through the jacket and did it up. I could smell Oikawa's cologne,
and I closed my eyes, letting myself be wrapped in the scent. The only time
I've seen Oikawa play so far, he'd been on the opposing team. It was four
months ago. This time, I would be cheering solely for Oikawa.
"It's gonna start, it's gonna start! And Oikawa's up first!" I heard girls
giggle from above me.
"God, he's got great arm muscles."
"And such a powerful serve!"
The girls continued gushing over and cheering for Oikawa. I felt even more out
of place now. Part of me felt I had competition. Competition that was clearly
better than me. After hearing them cheer for a good ten minutes, I decided I
didn't want to go down without a fight.
"Nice serve, Tooru!" I called out as he was getting ready for his jump floater
serve.
"Thank you, Hitoka." Oikawa smiled, and winked at me, which made my heart skip
a beat. He was already my boyfriend. He'd already told me he loved me, that he
wanted to marry me, and… stuff… but he still drove me crazy. He still made me
blush. I was still putty in his hands. Oikawa had ignored the cheers from all
the other girls, but he acknowledged mine. I couldn't help but blush.
When we got home that night, I was still wearing his jacket.
"God, you look so good in my jacket." Oikawa pinned me against the wall and we
started making out. He slid my jeans off quickly, and he squeezed my butt. His
hands were so warm there, and I loved the feeling. It ended all too quickly as
he scooped me up, took me to his bedroom, and dropped me on his bed. He took a
minute to stare at how good I looked with messy hair, sprawled out on his bed,
in nothing but his jacket and my underwear. "I really want a picture of this."
"You can take one…" I blushed, which only made the picture better. Oikawa ended
up taking thirty or so pictures, some where I was looking at him, some where I
weren't, but almost every one had me blushing.
"I'll be sure to keep these under lock and key." Oikawa smiled as we resumed
what we were doing. Once Oikawa was down to his boxers, I'd started to
overheat, and he reluctantly took his jacket off me. "So, now that you're not
wearing my jersey, I think I'll mark you as my territory in another way."
"What do you me--" was all I got out before he made me moan again, sucking at
my nipple. He moved his lips up a little, and made a hickey. He made one
between my boobs, on my stomach and thighs (which was my personal favourite),
lots of places that wouldn't be seen.
I felt bad because oikawa did all the work last time. I tried to think of
something to do, but I wasn't good at that kind of thing. At anything to be
exact.
"What's on your mind?" Oikawa asked, realising I was a bit distracted.
"Last time, you did everything. All the foreplay and work and stuff… and… I
feel bad…"
Oikawa smirked in response.
"I remember something about that last time. And what did I say in response?"
I blushed at the memory.
"Come on, rule # 1. You have to say it out loud."
"R--right." I gulped. "You said that you wanted to make… to make me… moan and
scream your na--AME!"
As I said the last word, Oikawa buried his face between my legs and started
sucking my clit.
"To---To--Tooru!" I couldn't help but do exactly what he said he wanted me to
do. He was so good at it. "Ngh, Tooru… I--I'm co--"
That was all it took for him to know I was almost there, and he sucked longer
and harder, and within a few seconds, I screamed his name at the climax.
"I'm not letting you off the hook just yet. By the time I'm done with you,
you'll be a hot mess… my hot mess…" Oikawa said as he went back down on me.
After making me climax again, Oikawa entered me. I climaxed a third time with
him inside me, I clenched enough so he did, too.
"Fuck, Hitoka!" He screamed. "You're so damn tight, I can't-- I can't help
myself--"
Then, he hit his climaxed, and collapsed beside me. After we half-caught our
breathe, Oikawa pulled me into his arms and we cuddled for a while, talking.
This was one of my favourite parts about Oikawa. He could be so amazingly rough
at some points, and we could do things I would consider awful to do with anyone
else, but at the end of the day, he always took me into his arms and that was
how I knew he really, really loved me. I loved the feeling of his bare chest
against my bare back, feeling his breathe on my neck, having his arms around
me, all of it. I lost myself just as much in this as I did in… other things.
"What're you thinking about?" Oikawa asked.
"You." I smiled and gave him a kiss.
"What about me?"
"Just how great it is that you are two people rolled into one. You're sexy, and
rough, but at the same time, you're sweet, and kind, and gentle."
"You're two people, too, Hitoka. You're cute and innocent and blushing, but at
the same time, you're so sexy and the sounds you make because of me are so
erotic. I get to see a side of you that nobody else has, and nobody else will."
"Thank God." I laughed. "The second way you described me was not even the
slightest part of me a couple weeks ago."
"And the second way you described me was non-existant until four months ago."
"I don't buy that."
"Heh?" Oikawa chuckled. "But it's at least mostly true. I was not nearly as
gentle or kind as this to anyone before I met you. I love you." He smiled and
kissed me.
"I love you, too, Tooru."
"Let's hop in the shower." Oikawa took my hand and we made out in the shower.
We were both pretty tired, but it was really cute. After the shower, I fell
asleep in his arms.
"Morning, sweetie." Oikawa said when I woke up and kissed me.
"Morning." I smiled.
"How are you?"
"A little sore again, but it was worth it." I laughed.
"You'll get used to it." Oikawa chuckled. "And… about yesterday's news?"
"Oh, that." I fake laughed. "I still don't know how, or why, I started crying.
I don't know if it was because I was so mad at everyone for constantly doubting
you, and frustrated that I'm the only one who knows the truth. Or… or if… I
mean, I know I don't care about him anymore. But… still don't like the feeling
of being rejected, and left for someone else…"
"Just remember that for every man who didn't love you when you loved him,
there's a man who did love you when you loved someone else."
"Thank you, Tooru… I'm so glad for everything that happened, it brought us
together."
"Me, too." He smiled. I got out of bed first and threw on my underwear and
Oikawa's jacket. "Let's go make breakfast."
Oikawa threw on his boxers and pants and followed me out. This time, we made a
sweeter breakfast. Cake, to be exact. We were in the mood for celebrating
getting together and telling our families.
We were halfway through baking the cake when We heard a car pull in.
"Run." Tooru says, and I hurry back to his bedroom. He opened the window, and
took off the screen. "I'll give you the signal when to leave the house. Change
quickly, and go."
Oikawa couldn't help but laugh. He'd always seen these things in movies and
thought 'how could that happen?'. And now it was.
I felt so ashamed of myself. I was sneaking out of a boy's house after sleeping
with him. I lied to let my parents stay over. I walked home beat red. Up until
the first time with Oikawa, I never imagined myself having to do the walk of
shame.
"Hey, honey, how is Iris?" My dad asked.
"She's good, thanks."
"Oh, yeah, we know. She called, earlier." Mom asked.
I stopped flat in my tracks. I was busted.
"S--s--she did?"
"Yeah." Dad said, looking slightly angry. "She was wondering if you wanted to
hang out this weekend."
"Alright, you got me." I sighed. "I was at Tooru's, as you may have guessed."
"Hitoka, if you wanted to stay over at his house, you only had to ask." Mom
sighed.
"What?" I asked, confused. "You would have let me?"
"We trusted you, Hitoka. We still trust that you know what you're doing and
that this relationship won't affect your school work. But we also trusted that
it wouldn't affect your relationship with us. And it did."
"I'm so sorry, Mom and Dad. I just assumed you wouldn't."
"Despite the fact that we would have let you, you're grounded because you lied
to us."
"I deserve that..." I sighed and went up to my room.
The first thing I did was call Tooru and told him what happened. My parents
were outside my door listening.
"Tooru, I'm sorry… My parents found out I stayed over." I sighed on the phone.
My parents were happy they had proof, though. Relieved, even.
"It's alright. Mine did, too. How'd yours take it?"
"No sleepovers with anyone for a month. But they didn't yell or seem overly
mad… more disapointed… and that was worse." I began to cry.
"Hey, hey, hey, Sweetheart, it's alright." Tooru tried to soothe me over the
phone. "You don't have to worry about a thing. You know that's not the biggest
part of our relationship anyway. I'm going to miss waking up to your smiling
face, amongst other things, but we'll be alright. I'm sure once we've dated for
a little while longer, your parents might let you."
"They said they'd think about it. It's a lot better than a no. I just feel so
bad for lying…"
"I'm sorry for making you do that."
"No, you shouldn't blame yourself, Tooru. I was the one who told them I was at
Iris'."
"Yeah, but I should have been a responsible boyfriend and taken you home. We've
only been dating for a week. Two days, according to our parents. How can they
not be mad at you for sleeping over at my house the day after we got together?"
"Maybe because I told them how long I've known you."
"Maybe." Tooru sighed. "I'll apologise when I meet them."
"That's sweet of you, but bringing it up the first time you meet them wouldn't
be a good idea."
"It's going to be in the back of their minds. I should just put it on the table
and apologise."
"I don't think you should meet them any time soon, though. Maybe once this
month of punishment is over."
"Okay, that sounds good"
"How did your parents take it?"
"They weren't surprised. And my mom actually put two and two together and
figured out you stayed last weekend, too. They love you, and made sure that
next time you sleep over they're there and we can have a movie night, the five
of us."
"No way?" I giggled. "Your family is awesome."
"I can't wait to meet yours."
That was when my parents knocked on my door.
"One minute." I said as I opened up.
"Can we talk, Hitoka-chan?"
"Sure. I'll just say bye to Tooru." I said as I put the phone back to my ear.
"I have to go. Call you later."
"Okay, talk to you soon. I love you, Sweetheart" Oikawa said. He knew damn well
my parents were there, and he was going to make me say it in front of him.
"Love you, too, Tooru." I blushed and then hung up.
"So, how's Tooru?" Mom asked.
"He's good…" I nervously said. "His family actually found out I stayed, too.
They invited me for family movie night, so I'll have to see about that and ask
you guys again next month."
"We weren't sure what you were doing this weekend. There are worse things you
could be doing than staying the night at your boyfrined's house. Since you
confessed so easily, we thought maybe that you were lying to us again. But, it
looks like that wasn't the case." Dad said as he wiped one of my tears. "I'm
sorry we doubted you."
"No, you guys have every right to. I did lie to you. And I'm so sorry. I felt
like it was wrong not to tell you, but especially after you guys told me how
much you trusted me, I knew I could handel myself. I knew I wouldn't do
anything that would shame you guys, besides the lying part." I sighed, ashamed
of myself. "But you guys said it would have been alright if I hadn't lied to
you, right?"
"We would have let you. And we think we will next time." Mom smiled and gave me
a hug. "Thank you for coming clean. I just wish you would have done it sooner."
"Your close to being an adult now, Hitoka-chan. We want to give you the freedom
to do what you feel is right. So, please, tell us next time."
"I will. I promise."
"Sixteen is very young, Hitoka. But just because you are sixteen, doesn't mean
you act like it. You came clean, you didn't fight your punishment, you didn't
complain about how we didn't understand, and you tried to see it from our
perspective. You grew up without us even knowing."
"But you're still our baby girl. We'll always be there for you, even though you
can make your own decisions now."
"If you ever have any questions, ask us. We'd rather you ask than be too
embarrassed and make a bad choice because of it."
"I'll let you know. Thanks." I went red in the face and pretty well kicked them
out.
I spent the rest of the weekend as my usual self. Doing a butt ton of homework
and marathoning a netflix tv show and calling Tooru.
On Monday, I went to practice, feeling a little out of place. Aoba Josai had
accepted me. The entire team went out for sushi after the practice, and I got
to know all the guys better, especially Iwa-chan. I had the guts to call him by
that nickname, and he didn't kill me like Oikawa said he would.
Something just didn't feel right about Karasuno anymore. I loved Hinata,
Kageyama, Suga, Tanaka, Daichi, Noya, Asahi, Tsukki, Ennoshita, and Yamaguchi.
They were all great friends. But ever since the breakup, I'd overhear
(accidently) how great that team supper was. Or plans for the entire team to go
an amusement park. The past month and a bit had made me realise that I wasn't
really part of the Karasuno Volleyball Team.
It got to the point where I wanted to quit. But, I told myself that if I could
just survive the next few months, I'd be in charge of the team. I'd be the one
and only manager. I'd miss Suga, Azumane, and Daichi. But, I'd still have Noya,
Tanaka, Tsukki, Yamaguchi, Hinata, Kageyama, and some new first years. I
figured this was all Ronan and Kiyoko's doing. They either told the team not to
invite me, or the team wanted to avoid awkwardness and didn't invite me to do
their friend a favour. One way or the other, I felt like I'd be invited next
year.
As I was walking by the gym, I passed an ally, and saw Ronan and Kiyoko making
out. This must have been how Oikawa found out, too. I moved along as fast as I
could, but they saw me.
"Y--Yachi?" Ronan asked, freaking out.
"Hey, guys." I smiled and waved. "Don't be late for practice. Daichi'll have
your heads on a silver platter." I laughed and started to skip away. Completely
the opposite of how I was really feeling.
"Wait, you're not surprised? Or mad? Or anything?"
"No. Why would I be? We're long since broken up. We've both moved on. It's
completely normal that the both of us would have new partners."
"Wait… the both of us?"
"Oh, yeah. Hinata didn't tell you? He saw us."
"Tell us what?"
"Wow, I would have thought he'd tell the whole team. A couple weeks ago, Tooru
came and picked me up after practice for a date, and Hinata saw. He was not
pleased, considering everything that happened. But, just like you and Kiyoko
got together after you and I had broken up, Tooru and I got together after we
had broken up, too. We actually saw you at the summer festival, we were on a
date that night, too."
"Really!? Oikawa!? After everything that happened!?"
I just laughed. "I may be wrong here, but you seem to be acting like you think
you have a say in what I do. But you don't."
"No need to be rude." Kiyoko said.
"Well, that's what tends to happen when you insult my boyfriend. Tooru told me
everything. You left me for Kiyoko, Ronan, and I'm so glad you did. I'm glad
for everything Tooru did back then. If he hadn't, I may still be with you, not
knowing what real love is like. I still love you, both of you. I love the rest
of the team, my family, my friends the same way, too. But I'm in love with
Tooru. There's a difference."
"I can't believe it. You were with him the entire time, weren't you?"
"No, I wasn't."
"Enough lies."
"Who're you to decide whether or not I'm lying? What the hell happened to you,
Ronan? You were so sweet, and kind, and gentle, and even after we broke up for
the first time, you were still nice. And now, you're making accusations with
literally zero proof."
"Not everything that's true has proof. People like Oikawa are good at covering
their tracks."
"You know what, think whatever you want to think, Ronan. I'm not going to try
to convince you this time. I couldn't care less that you don't trust me. I know
the truth, and that's really all that matters."
And with that, I walked away. I wanted to cry. Not because Ronan didn't trust
me. Not because I was even more sure he was responsible for separating me from
the rest of the team. But because I was so alone. All of the guys would
undoubtedly side with Ronan, especially after they heard that I was with
Oikawa. And the only girl on the team had sided from him since the beginning. I
went to practice and minded my own business. I did my job without talking to
anyone else.
"Yachi-san!" I heard Hinata call after practice. He ran up to me with a smile
on his face. "Come with me!"
Hinata grabbed my hand and took me to the soccer field.
"What're we doing here, Hinata-kun?" I giggled. Hinata was his usual self.
Instead of frowning at me and accusing me like he did when he saw me with
Tooru, he smiled at me.
"Sit down." Hinata said after I had. "What's wrong, Yachi-san? You're normally
so cheerful, but today you were so sad."
I sighed.
"I'm cheerful?" I asked. "It feels like a very long time since I've been
cheerful around you guys."
"No, you are. A little while after Ronan and you broke up, you were sad. But
within a couple weeks, you were back to your nromal self. It was because of The
Grand King, right?"
I laughed at the name.
"Yeah. Tooru helped me through the breakup. But I still felt out of place
here."
"It didn't show. You seemed normal, like pre-Ronan-breakup Yachi-san."
"Really?" I asked.
"Really. You have been until now. What's wrong?"
"You really don't need to do this, Hinata-kun. I'm the strong and silent type.
I can handel myself."
"But you shouldn't have to. We're all your friends here."
"Oh, really? I sighed. "It doesn't feel that way."
"But why?"
"You've all been avoiding me because of Ronan, haven't you. It's all a sides
game, and you've all chosen his, because he's actually part of the team." I
said as the first tear dropped.
"Yachi-san, nobody thinks that. Nobody is choosing sides, we all love you
both."
"Thank you, Hinata-kun. But I'm pretty sure you're the only one who feels like
that." I sighed, drying my eyes. "But as of next year, things will be
different. I'm going to miss Azumane, Suga, and Daichi. But next year, Ronan
and Kiyoko will be gone. You guys won't have to pick sides anymore."
Hinata slid beside me and gave me a hug. Maybe there was hope of me belonging
here after all.
"What does Shimizu-senpai have to do with this?"
I sighed.
"Haven't you heard? She and Ronan are together now. He left me for her."
And, the waterworks turned back on. I didn't like playing second fiddle to
anyone.
"But I don't care specifically about Ronan. I'd be like this if anyone chose
someone else over me. I've got a bit of an inferiority complex. The only person
who has ever made me forget about that is Tooru."
"I was wrong about The Grand King. Sure, he's cocky and has an attitude, but
he's a good guy."
"The best." I smiled, drying my tears again.
"Yachi-san, I'm not the only one who's noticed. Noya-senpai, Tanaka-senpai,
Suga-senpai, Azumane-senpai, the captain, Kageyama, Tsukishima, and Yamaguchi
all have. Normally, you'd cheer us on. Normally, you might try to serve or toss
the ball a couple times in practice. Normally, you'd watch us, trying to learn
so you can do a better job next year. But today, you sat there, lifeless. It
worried all of us."
"Thanks for telling me, Hinata-kun. I'm sorry to have worried you guys. It
won't happen again. Promise."
"You sure you're okay, Yachi-san?"
"I'm fine. Thank you, Hinata-kun."
Hinata went back to help clean up the gym. Ronan and Kiyoko had left early for
a date.
"Guys, I just talked to Yachi-san. She's alright." Hinata smiled, and everyone
sighed in relief. "She doesn't feel like she's part of the team. It's Ronan-
senpai's fault for making us keep her out of team outings. We're not going to
do that anymore, because he's dating Shimizu-senpai now."
The room rose about 150 degrees due to the flames that ignited on Nishinoya and
Tanaka's heads.
"Really!? Shimizu and Ronan?" Azumane questioned. They seemed like an odd
pairing to him.
"Yeah. And we have to thank The Grand King. He's the one who kept Yachi-san
lively until now. But he doesn't go here, so we have to help him keep Yachi-san
happy. No more excluding her, because she really does notice. Yachi-san thought
we'd all taken Ronan-senpai's side because he's actually on the team. She
started crying."
"Damn that Ronan. Stealing Kiyoko and then making Yachi-chan cry." Tanaka
hissed.
"Unforgivable. Completely unforgivable. We'll make his life a living hell."
Nishinoya growled. They stopped when they saw Daichi behind them, and he
smacked them in the head.
"Ronan's our teammate, but so is Yachi. Hinata's right. If Ronan is dating
Kiyoko now, then he must have moved on. We gave him all the time he needed."
"Ronan-senpai has been dating Shimizu-senpai ever since he broke up with Yachi-
san. He left Yachi-san for her."
The room went silent.
"Poor Yachi… none of us even tried to help her because she didn't seem to
change…" Suga sighed. "We should have at least asked her if she was okay."
"She is now. Thanks to The Grand King. They were friends, and she relied on
him, and then fell for him."
"Oikawa-san's not a complete jerk?" Tobio wondered, still not believing it.
"No, he's not." Hinata answered. "We need to thank him for helping Yachi-san."
So, at the final tournament of the year, the boys of Karasuno (minus Ronan, who
had once again taken off with Shimizu) approached Aoba Josai.
"Well, to what do we owe this honour, Tobio-chan, and Karasuno?" Oikawa asked.
Tobio hated the idea of bowing down to Oikawa, but it had to be done.
"One, two…" Daichi counted down. On the count of three the entire team bowed to
Oikawa.
"Take care of Yachi-san." Karasuno all said at once. The entire team of Aoba
Josai was in shock.
"You bet I will." Oikawa laughed and smiled. "Tobio-chan, as a request from
your former senpai, don't pass to Ronan again. Ever."
"I'll do you one better." Daichi said. "He's benched. And maybe this ordeal has
a little something to do with it, but it's also because Tsukishima's improved,
and has outdone Ronan for the spot."
"Congrats, Tsukki!" Yamaguchi beamed at his bo... I mean, best friend.
I couldn't help but smile at the fact that Ronan was benched. Karasuno and Aoba
Josai won their respective blocks of the tournament. It was Karasuno vs Aoba
Josai in the final game of the year. Each team had won a set. Kageyama had been
injured during the game. It was Nishinoya, Tanaka, Azumnae, Daichi, Suga, and
Hinata on court. Daichi solidly received Oikawa's last power serve of the
season. Sugawara set the ball for Azumane, who scored the winning point.
Karasuno celebrated, and after congratulating my team, I went over to console
my boyfriend.
"We'll get 'em next yer, Hitoka-chan."
"For sure." I smiled and kissed him. "Good game, Tooru."
"Thanks."
Next year, Aoba Josai won, just like they said they would. Oikawa went off to
Tokyo. it was hard for me, but I visited him lots, and saw him whenever he came
home. Distance made our hearts grow fonder. The year after, victory went to
Karasuno again, and Hinata had become captain and the ace he had always wanted
to be. In september of that year, I started school in Tokyo. Once I graduated,
Oikawa and I got married, and had children. We lived happily ever after.
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